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When the Shift Hits the Fan. ~

Breakthrough, Completion, Enlightenment, Ego, EXPANSION, FEAR, Loss, Self RealizationSarvasmarana Ananda Ma NithyaComment

“The place where nothing works is where everything works.” ~ Adyashanti

When the spiritual two-by-four hits us over the head, it’s time to wake up.

It’s a Divine wake up call for us to transform and heal our life.

Spiritual awakening never comes at a convenient time in life. It always comes at the most inconvenient and most inappropriate time. Life does not wait for us when she wants to wake us up. When she hits us over the head we have no choice but to wake up. Sometimes we get blind sided and don’t know what hit us, but this is the only way she can get our attention. Something drastic has to happen.

Are You Suffering From FOMO (fear of missing out)?

Authenticity, FEAR, Chakras, Self, Source, AddictionSarvasmarana Ananda Ma NithyaComment
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Are You Suffering From FOMO Phobia?

 Today I was forced to face my FOMO (fear of missing out) phobia. Last night my battery adapter to my computer blew a gasket, thus resulting in no computer. My first response was immediate panic and despair. What am I going to do without my computer for 12 hours? Holy crickey.

 I am so addicted to my computer and the internet. It has become my best friend and has replaced real live people with social interactions.

 

 Now a day we don't even need to leave our couch to connect to anybody, anywhere around the world. All we need is an Internet connection and that's it we are up and running.

 

Not having a computer for 12 hours has had me seriously ponder my addiction to the internet. I seriously did not know what I was going to do. Read a book? Oh yea, I used to do that back in the old days. Now everything I read is online on my computer. Even all my writing is done electronically. I even forgot how to write by hand. Now that is pathetic. I realized just how lazy I was to write this post by hand. It feels so old school to me.

This all came to me this morning while I was doing my yoga practice (in silence) I don't even do that anymore because either I am listening to a podcast on how to do something or music.

 

Today I pulled The Hermit card from the tarot deck and he is all about going within, soul searching and meditation. It's about the need for solitude and introspection. Being attuned to the spiritual dimensions of the Universe. A time to reunite with Source.

 

For about 3 months now I have put myself on a Facebook fast. Specifically, for a few reasons, one I like to call is 'social media procrastination'. These days I am really working on my time management and doing my best to utilize my time in being as productive as possible in manifesting my dreams. I already have a serious issue with procrastination (the destroyer of creativity) and afraid of adding Facebook to the mix, sure does not help me out. I found that when I did indulge daily in Facebook I got sucked into the vortex and an hour of my life was gone.

On top of it I feel pretty bad afterwards because I start comparing my life to others, which does not empower me. To add to the mix Facebook can be addicting and a lot of 'Facebragging' goes on which seem to get my chakras in a ruffle so I avoid.

 

 Is the root of FOMO really just loneliness? Loneliness feels like an emptiness, a vacuum inside which cannot be filled. So we reach outside of ourselves to connect through others. Whether that is physically, on the phone or through social media. Technology has supplied us with many devices to make sure it's easily accessible. Now a days we have iPad's, iPhone's, tv’s, and  wi-fi everywhere. We are constantly checking emails, status updates, and sending text messages.

Some of us spend the whole day connecting but somehow it does not reduce the loneliness we feel inside. When we are empty we use technology to dissipate the feeling of loneliness. It's the modern day drug addiction.

 

 Even when we travel our flights are assured we have plenty of entertainment to keep us busy. There are plenty of movies, games, music, internet readily available and if that is not enough I am pretty sure the person next to your will happily tell you their life story.

 

We are afraid to sit with ourselves, to sit with all our internal ghosts and demons. All these devices are just distractions so we do not have to communicate with ourselves. In daily life we are disconnected with ourselves so how can we then connect with others. Despite all the various modes of communication we continue to feel lonely and empty.

 

  So the revelation is to apply the hermits message and go within and live authentically to our being. The resources, joy, self-love and approval would be putting us in the state of completion or poortva and there would be no sense of lack. 

All of this realized from a simple fried battery adapter cord. I just love how even the smallest apparent misfortune can bear sure insightful fruit. Everything is an opportunity to look inward. Nothing is to be missing ALL is within.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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How to Overcome the Fear of 'Sucking'

Ego, FEAR, Authenticity, EXPANSIONSarvasmarana Ananda Ma NithyaComment
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I don’t know about you, but any time I start something new this creepy feeling of fear kicks in and I don’t’ like it, but it’s time to overcome it in a big way. Most of us are aware that fear is just a false perception, it has absolutely no base in reality it’s just a figment of our imagination. Just like the boogie man who lives under the bed, but not really. Fear means False Evidence Appearing Real. But why does it feel real?

Fear is rooted in so many false beliefs. Fear of sucking, fear of being rejected, fear of looking like a fool, fear of not being liked or ridiculed, fear of not being qualified, fear of failure, fear of success and I am sure there are many more that I am not even mentioning. All these fears keep us in bondage, imprisoned in our lives all the while they are depleting the very life force out of us and diminishing our light.

Whether you are an artist, writer, dancer, musician, teacher, comedian, etc. allowing yourself to come out of the closet can be a scary thing. There you are exposed for the whole world to see, cellulite, warts, zits and all. This can make one feel vulnerable. Allow your self to be transparent and exposed for the whole world to see.

We keep ourselves stuck in thinking we are not enough. We allow our self to believe we don't have enough experience, knowledge or training. In most cases these are all lies we tell ourselves to keep us in bondage to our limiting thoughts and belief systems. We keep entertaining these postponing techniques to keep us from ever making a move towards our dreams and desires. 

 What if they don’t like you, what if you are criticized, or judged?

 Who cares. The only thing that is getting offended is the ego and we don’t need it anyway. We don’t need to be liked. We don’t need the approval of others, the emotional support or the social ‘likes’. We only need our own approval, our own Self acceptance and our own Self love.

 Our ego has 4 identities or aspects to it. They are masks that we wear and show to the world. The first one is the Mamakaara (Sanskrit) this is how we feel about our self which is usually lower than what we are. The second is the Ahamkaara and that is what we project out into the world to cover up the Mamakaara and this is usually higher than what we are at the moment. The third is the Swa-Anyakaara and that is how we see others and life. The fourth is the Anyakaara and that is how others see us. When one or all of these are out of alignment we not living in reality we are living in a false reality which is based in an illusionary aspect of our self. The best and quickest way to bring all of these in alignment is to work on the Mamakaara how we feel about our self and that is to raise our self to who we really are and that is a unique being. There is no out there that is exactly like you. No one has the special, unique talents and abilities that you have. The world needs your gifts, your expressions, and your imprint on humanity to make a difference.

If you feel there is too much competition out there and there are too many people sharing a similar message, take into consideration there are billions of people out there and even if you reach out and inspire even just one soul your job is done. You came here to do what you are meant to do and that is to serve others.

The only competition you are facing is with your self, your own inner critic that can be your worst enemy, as you may well know.

No one can express and share what you have to say the way you have to say it or sing it.

Not expressing yourself feels like betrayal of the Self. You know deep down inside your are lying to yourself and others. You are not living an authentic life.  This is spiritual suicide. The pain of not using our unrecognized potential become to great to bear.

If we want to grow and expand we have to face our fears, face the boogie man under the bed. Be willing to be vulnerable and naked in front of the whole world to see. Having the courage to really be yourself and letting yourself shine no matter what. Finding your unique voice. Be willing to show your ‘dark side’ to others. Your pain, your struggles, your so called perceived failures can all help someone out who is going through the very same exact thing you just survived. When we shine we silently give others the permission to radiate their uniqueness as well.

Whenever we first start something we feel like we are not ready because we don’t have years of experience but we all have to start somewhere and now is the time.

If we focus on excuses as to why is not the right time we will only attract more and more excuses as to why we cannot start now. We will find excuses and reasons to confirm this belief. 

The more we stay in our comfort zone the more we contract and shrink in life. When you shrink you stunt your growth and stifle your creativity.

We all have the choice to either shrink and constrict or expand. Expansion involves taking risks and being willing to feel like a fraud in the beginning. Every one has to start somewhere. Even all the great masters and big influential personalities of our times had to overcome fear, failure, rejections and obstacles on their path. Great beings are not born they are made. 

We need to be comfortable with the uncomfortable this is how we flourish. No doubt there will be growing pains but we can surpass them just by taking continuous action.

Don’t waste time in just dreaming about it; start taking actions regardless of the outcome. Keep going and don't give up on yourself. Stop sitting in the side -lines and letting life pass you by, jump in the game and start playing.

You have heard the phrase fake it until you make it I am changing it to 'conscious faking it until you make it’. That is the difference. We just need to stop believing all the self-limiting lies we have been telling our self and tap into our true being.  

Enjoy the process and journey as you learn something new. Allow yourself to get past the learning curve. This is the only way self-confidence is built by putting one foot in front of the other. Look at this experience as an adventure. An adventure deep into your Soul’s capacity and brilliance.

Be brave and be willing to be like the ‘fool’ in the tarot deck and leap into the unknown.

He represents a new beginning, spontaneity and innocence. The depiction in the card is of a young man stepping off of a cliff into the unknown and unforeseen escape with all its risky undertakings.  

The fool can be depicted as being foolish and naive but in my opinion he is one of the best cards. He shows the highest potential for your life, reaching a state of renewal, and new beginnings, where each day is adventure and each moment is lived to the fullest.

So go ahead and step off the ledge. You just may be surprised you do know how to fly. Your soul is yearning to create and express itself. When we step into our being, Cosmos expresses itself through our creativity then magic happens.